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Fast updates!

2010-01-15T10:41:00.000-08:00

Just celebrated Eileen chin's bdae just know! Had a FULL and FUN time =)
Next week is the start of week 13 for school = 2 more weeks before holidays
Ut 2 all done!
Received $50 as reward for getting A for Law UT 2
Get attachment for next year(The British club) hopefully it will be great!
FYP maybe going Philippines to do some stuff. Awaiting for finalizing!
Tomorrow I am going out with bff Feng Wei Shan. hahhahs!
Super super busy for next week!
HOLIDAY MOOD!!!!!!!!! Holiday faster faster come~
Wan yi, when are we meeting up? LOLS!

2010-01-11T21:15:00.000-08:00

This post is specially dedicated to my beloved bestest(if such a word exist) friend!
Let me count how many years have I know you?
ehhh, since P1? So about......... 11 years!!!!
If say how long I am close to you will be since Sec1?
So about..... 5 years! Oh my dear, how old are we now. HAHHAS
Nvm, we are still young!!!
Words really cannot express how I felt about our friendship!
The UPS and DOWNS we went tgt.
The quarrelling,cold war, scolding and bullying by me! ahhahhs!!!
I promise to let you bully me when you come back! =P
Just want to say the below are the important ones! Look out for caplocks words!
Prepare tissue if you have a soft heart. ahahhas!
THANKS ALOT MY BEST FRIEND!
THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME!
SORRY FOR THOSE SADNESS I BRING NO MATTER IN TERMS OF CG MATTERS AND OTHERS! IM REALLI VERY VERY SORRY =(
ALTHOUGH WE ARE IN DIFFERENT SCHOOLS NOW AND HAVE OUR OWN COMMITTMENTS, YOU ARE STILL THERE! AND I WILL BE THERE FOR U TOO!
THANKS FOR ACCEPTING WHO I AM AND LOVING ME!
NO MATTER ISSIT THE EMO VIVIAN OR THE MAD MAD ONE!
HAHHAHS! IM REALLY REALLY GREATFUL TO HAVE A BEST FRIEND LIKE YOU.
WONDER HOW WOULD LIFE BE WITHOUT YOU!
I WILL MISS YOU WHEN YOU GO PERTH, but definitely not more than ur BOO does. LOLS!
I will keep an eye on him when you are not around. LOLS!!!!!
FASTER FASTER COME BCK! I WISH 7FEB SLOWLY COME AND 1.5 YEARS FASTER PAST! AHHAHHAS. LOLS. I love you, my bestest friend! And I will miss you lots lots! =)))))))

p/s: bring back an ang moh guy for me can? Handsome one hor! You have ur BOO le, must find someone for me. HAHAHS! EH, Look out for me at perth, hopefully I can be there. HAHAHHS!

2009-09-20T23:06:00.001-07:00

Before marriage...
He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: No! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes.
She: Darling!

After marriage....Simply read from bottom to the top.Originally posted by Jubic and taken from tiffany's blog

Malaysia trip+chalet

2009-09-09T03:31:00.000-07:00

Only took a few pics. LOLS. The legs one are the two maid (siti and maria) buying shoes at malaysia. Rest is camera shy them at chalet. LOLS

Malaysia trip and spag cooking

2009-09-09T03:08:00.000-07:00

I went malaysia again yst, with the FENG weishan. So qiao saw leeyee,jaan ming and dennis on 950. The bus was super hot and the Feng weishan was super funny by taking out her mini fan to fan herself. Funny lah this weishan, HAHAS. This time round we bought super lots of things. HAHAS!! I bought like 4 t-shirts, one covered shoes and one bag. Compared to that time only a pair of shoes and shirt. LOLS. Feng weishan bought 5 t-shirt, 2 pair of shoes. We went to eat secret receipt cake as I had eaten the main course the last visit. It was not very tasty so rather save it for something else. In the end we had mary brown was not that nice also but never mind. HAHAS! Bought alot of stuff recently must save up soon le. I want to go overseas this year end! Bought like 2 bags and shirt when I went bugis with weishan recently also. Today I cooked spag for my mum, it was very delicious =D A sense of achievement, ahahas. Yummy yummy spag shall show u all the pic!

Busy busy busy

2009-09-04T06:49:00.000-07:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog again. Was kind of busy with other stuff again.
Was out to malaysia on wed wid my BFFs =DDD Thurs went to chalet with them again.
They are simply are nice bunch of ppl to hang out with. (PS/ don't say I never appreciate you guys =DD)
I'm gg to start work next thurs. Hopefully I can meet the quota. =DDD

BTW, I had a super nice dream on tues night. I hope that is not just a dream but a insight of my future. LOLS

2009-07-25T11:44:00.000-07:00

It has been a long long time since I blog!
I'm still alive and kicking. LOLS!
Looking forward to holiday~
hahah, wann go overseas!
Got so many things I want to do!
hmmm.... before I go on, just want to congrat my BFF for getting attached!
JS- better treat her nicely, or nt, get it from me! LOLS.
Seeing alot of ppl ard me getting attached, isn't a bad thing.
Neither is it a very good thing as well. HHAHAS.
LALALALLA~

Recently felt that some school assigments let me have a chance to reflect.
As well as think more about people around me.
Some of the stuff below is what i learnt which I think is meaningful
1) Brick walls: Let us prove how badly we want things.
2)Experience is what you get when you didn’t get what you wanted.
3)When you are screwing up, and nobody’s saying anything to you anymore, that means they gave up.
4)We cannot change the card that we dealt , just how we play the hand.

2009-06-04T07:13:00.000-07:00

Had a bad dream last night.
Something which I don't want it to happen.
Somehow we know as time passes us,
Somehow and somewhat will happen.
I pray it won't happen that fast. PLS!
Something which I don't feel comfortable sharing,
Something which I am fearful of,
Something which I keep it deep inside of my heart,
Something which I hold on tightly!

2009-05-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

This is something i saw on my classmate vivian's facebook which says:

There comes a point in your life when you realize
who matters,
who never did,
who won't anymoreee
and who always will.

So, don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future. =)

i felt that it is quite true thou. hhahas.

2009-04-21T19:04:00.000-07:00

SORRY for MIA for so long again. HAHAS.
Was busying with Work, cg, SCHOOL!
School started on mon! Kinda couldn't get use to it.
As break was too long~ Like 3mths? ahhahas
Need to get back on track again.
My birthday is 2days away!!!!!
Not much expectation this yr like what i told MR. Quan.
Had my first round of celebration with my BESTIE, Wan yi.
We went to thomas? Miss clarity cafe.
Was so touch that though we are busy with life, but we still but each other in mind!
Thanks alot bestie, for the simple dinner and nice nice gift =))
Looking forward to more years of celebration tgt.

If you are wondering what to get for fussy me.
HAHAHS! Below is my wishlist~
1.A NICE NICE WATCH
2.A NICE NICE NICE BAG(big enough but nt too big) hhahas
3.A GOOD GOOD HAIRDRYER! ehehehs
4.A delicious delicious dinner. or quality time spent tgt
5.Nice acessories!
6.BE NICE TO ME TILL MY NEXT WISHLIST. LOLS

2009-02-20T11:04:00.000-08:00

Today went for Emerge meeting at JW.
Glad that I went seriously.
When the worship song was played can't help but to weep.
Especially this phrase " When the music fades, ALL IS STRIPPED AWAY".
Just felt in life we might have alot of committments.
Alot of roles, alot of responsibility, alot of wants, alot of dreams etc.
However we always need to look back and think.
Where we come from and how we started.
When all positions is stripped will u still love God?
Thats what I'm thinking.
What if one day I'm no longer a cgc.
Will I still love God like I do today?
My ans is YES.
Not say that I'm negative minded or what alright.
Just that I felt sometimes in life.
We are simply too carried away by positions.
I asked God, not to let me forget where and how I managed to come thus far.

2009-02-20T10:09:00.000-08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Disappointment
Commitment
Death
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What is your hidden self? Your Result: Jessica / Calan You are very smart and very quiet. You are very well-behaved and seem to do no wrong. You like to feel you have done well and hate feeling like you have failed. You may be called a nerd you may not but inside your a really nice person. You like rock music like Muse or Bowling for soup. If you are a girl your inner self has long black hair which you tie back. dark brown small etes and glasses and retainers and if you are a boy short black hair and dark brown eyes.
Naomi / JJ
Skye / Matt
Samantha / Danny
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You are 4% mean.

Keep up the good work :) You get joy out of being nice to others. You realize they'll treat you the way you treat them.

Are you a mean person?
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what should ur real name be Your Result: Vanessa Your name should be vanessa ur a smartgirl sometimes clumsy but is very smart you are a neat freak nothing messy and sometimes have a crush on famous guys..
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2009-02-18T23:05:00.000-08:00

So long didnt update again. Due to my lazyiness! ehhes.
What I have being through this month ar.
Have being working for a roadshow for few days.
Slack for a few weeks.LOLS.
My post today is gg to say about my school. RP.
Was very shocked to know that this yr Rp gt a 6pointer for SAS course.
Not say Rp is bad or what. But for 6pointer he could have went to other poly.
Which have better courses. However he choose RP!
WOW,means RP sure have smt that attracts him which other polys don't.
Proud of RP! =)
I'm very unhappy about some comments ppl made also.
I scored very badly so I'm gg to try RP lor.
WTFish! Think RP what siah.
Some ppl in RP worst! Use their own hand slap their own mouth.
Why badmouth about ur sch.
All You can blame is urself for not studying and mixing with wrong ppl lor.
Seriously I see nothing wrong with RP till to date. ahhahs!

2009-01-15T23:25:00.000-08:00

I have a new hobby.
Which is to walk home from NP!!!
Alot of good reasons to do that
1) Save the environment
2) Exercise
3) Enjoy wind!!!
4) see scenery
5) To have sometime to reflect on the day.

I have something to CONFESS!
That is, I Have fallen in Love with..... WIND!! Natural wind! Not air con or whatever! LOLS

New year resolution

2009-01-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

Just want to Thank God for a good yr of 2008.
I know it's kinda late ar. Sorry peeps, I was lazy+busy. LOLS.
Although some things happened,but its definitely for the better.
Learned alot, adapted alot,get use to alot.
However I have FAITH 2009 will be a better one.
As the first day of new yr I gained back a friendship.
It's a good start =)

For 2009 the below is my personal resolutions.
For others' area of resolutions not going to share here.

1. To have a healthy diet. (lose 1kg per mth)
2. Read the bible cover to cover at least once.
3. Go Jogging at least twice a week.
4. Get better GPA for yr 2.
5. Find a job during 10weeks holidays.
6. Do more meaningful things this yr.
And more and more. =))

Happy belated New Year =))

2009-01-07T22:16:00.000-08:00

What a way to countdown. LOLS.
Done it at the platform at katibk Mrt. HAHAS!!

This yr countdown was quite peace~ what a word to use.

However we did enjoy ourself.

Celebrated with Wan yi,Jojo,Tsai Ting.

Of course with my Joke and lameness at times. LOLS.

Before meeting JOJO and Tsai Ting.

I went shopping and some catching up Wan Yi.

So long didn't see her le. =)

Talked and ate at some western place. Nt so bad.

What we bought was the same.

One skinny(Grey),Skirt and shoes from cotton on.

I still need to get some more CNY clothes! ahhahs.

Still not content yet. LOLS

Combination of pics that we took.

Which gt me inside one. EHHE. the rest i don't have. LOLS.

2008-12-17T01:10:00.000-08:00

How come when u cant meet, u have to ask someone to tell me ur hp low batt?
How come when u sae you are busy you still can meet up with her?
How come the busy-ness u sae to meet me does not exit when meeting with others?
This is seriously how I think about ..............

2008-12-11T02:41:00.000-08:00

Yeah finally THURSDAY le.
Why am i so happy? Guess!
Cause I only left with one day of school.
Then 3weeks of holidays! YEAH YEAH!!
Super duper happy.=))
So excitied, cause christmas is coming and alot of things are coming as well=))

I just want to say I thank God for some peeps around=)
Its because of same LAME ppl and LAME reasons we are tgt.
However I am happy that I am able to be friend of yours
Let me show you the peeps I hang out with in class.
A grp of ppl who let me laugh eveyday in class.
I will miss you all when sch ends. LOLS=))

2008-12-04T16:34:00.000-08:00

I am super early for sch today.
Reached school at 8.18.
Yes, your eyes did not play a prank on you.
LOLS.
I woke up early so that I won't be late.
As I have the tendency of being late on fri.
Is either the bus super late or I miss the previous bus.
So better wake up to reach early.
Don't want to waste the 0.5 grade.=))
Prayed last night with pres and xue on the phone.
Would be better if we can go powerhs.
Its okays, cause we all have stuff on this week. Must make it on of the week!
I miss BKT also. LOLS.

Super random things that i will be blogging next.If you are busy just move your mouse to the extreme right.
Go to the top. You will see a red button. Just click. LOLS
I felt that friends aren't really that friends.
Where's the support I needed the most from the people whom can give me the most?
Yet, I am getting my most discouraged feelings and thoughts from them.
Help me alright,I aren't that strong as I seems.
Don't ask me I am refering to who.
You guys know who you are.

2008-11-25T19:55:00.000-08:00

jo^2: when going genting?
Viian: I come back alrdy.went on 16 till 23Nov

yillin: so long nv come to your blog le.. haha nv know you missed me soooo much~~! haha... see ya soon!!!
Viian: Of course i miss you.

Evelyn: miss you lah, quickly come back!
Viian: Hahahs, im back, Missed u too~

Evelyn: hitcounter: 68
Viian: 118 alrdy

Evelyn: hit counter? woah~~
Viian: Yup, then can know, how mani reader ma, to know if my blog is boring or fun ma.

tsaiting: Thanks for your concern =) Yup hope to meet up with u soon too =) Take care!
Viian:welcome. yea! u too take care!

serene: yoyoyo..never link me.DARLING..so sad
Viian: i will link you soon. =))

Joeann: hello. SUPER LONG never see u le ! misses* (:
Viian: I just saw you on sat? LOLS. Misses. meet up soon!!! =))

jo^2: hey hey hey! u're missed. =D
Viian: You're missed too.

2008-11-25T19:31:00.000-08:00

Im back from Genting.
I love the trip there. Not much things to play,rather a place to relax~
Also to enjoy the fog there, like natural aircon. LOLS
Below is what I have done there.

Day 1
3.30AM Woke up by parents and had a breakfast.
5.00AM Went to meet aunty and got a ride.
6.30Am Went to amk and headed the BUS
7.30Am Reached malaysia
7.30-1215 On the coach bus(abt 5hrs!!!!)
1215-3.30 Waited to check in.(Super long)
And then rested at room,i shared room with my auntie. cool? LOLS
Went to buffet dinner!
Also went into casino. Wohoo. Do i look like 21? LOLS.
Couisn went missing but found also.
What a shag day.

Day 2
Overslept suppose to meet the rest at 8.30, me and my auntie slp till 8.15.
Too cooling~ Nice to sleep.
Went for buffet breakfast.
Sitted the cable car, very steep.
Uncle suggest to go KL, so headed with his wife and kids plus my auntie.
5person squeeze in the pathetic small cab.
Went time square shopped.
Bought 2BAGS,Foundation,scarf and some gifts.
Ate kenny rogger,secret receipe,auntie mary(If im not wrong).
Reached back hotel 10plus.
My dad left a drumstick just for me.
Touched alright.=)) LOVE u Daddy.

Day3
Buffet breakfast, too many people as we went the one at our hotel.
Too squeezy. rested.
Took the bus back Singapore.
Leave at 1230 reached singapore at 7plus.
Almost die there. LOLS.

Come back singapore sick for days.
Had a stomach flu.
Vomitted,runs,stomachace.
See a doctor at my house downstairs.
Thank God i went down at 8.45, as once after 9am is additional charge.
$31 bucks in total. I seldom see so ex one.
Cause normally i see polyclinic. But that day is totally cannot "tahan".

Asia conference.(19-23Nov)
It is great,had a impartation of faith.
Went for cell group leadership workshop.
Learned alot=)))
All the session is great. Made alot of new friends.
From taiwan,china and also our own church.
Last day was great, understood what AR.Bernad was saying.
It was funny. However it make alot of sense right into me.
These three days is good. Saw miracles(BENNYHINN-healing), impartation of faith and people's life being changed. What a good conference. 2010 I'm waiting for you!!!

24Nov
Happy birthday wilber.
Celebrated with him together with(Quan,Leen,Yee,Eve,Yip and me me me)
Went esplande,celebrated at roof top.
Slack there. Headed to marina square for dinner.
Ate pizza hut. Slack there for hours,disturb the staff.
Ate finish there tabaco(Forget the spelling) sauce and also the cheese.
Went to play bowling.
Nice to change name huh?
I seriously think I'm those which cannot be distracted.
Once distracted the ball go into drain.
LOLS. Not bad,3th in place. hehes.
Took bus home. 1pm or so reach home
Tired!!! Had fun also. LOLS

Got pictures but im lazy to upload. Next time hor. LOLS.

2008-11-15T10:05:00.000-08:00

Im off to genting soon.=))
Love and misses all.

2008-11-12T22:17:00.001-08:00

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2008-11-03T19:12:00.000-08:00

How does it feel when u realli miss someone and you can't tell?

Missed lots of ppl recently.
Miss N184
Miss Him
Miss Yillin

School started le, oh my.....
ahahhahs, feel like slping everyday in class. LOLS.
Waiting to go for genting next next wk. Yeahhhhhh. LOLS.
Waiting for the date this sun wid Yillin.
Looking forward for alot of things!!
I really want a new change in alot of things.
Felt like i'm stuck at this spot for super super long lor.

2008-10-21T23:07:00.000-07:00

Nowadays i think i always realise things.
People tend to push blame to others in order to get themselves out of the troubles they have make.
Coming out with excuses to cover up the mistakes by no means hurting innocence parties.
Why can't people just be truthful and own up their own mistakes?
my daddy is really nice to me =)) Thanks.
I just love my new room.
2008 is over and how many of the goals that i had set has come to past?
I think Iseriously need to have the stamina to keep on keeping on.

HIM: Pls give me the strength to carry on. Giving me the peace to slp properly =)

2008-10-16T22:21:00.000-07:00

Tagges replied due to Evelyn and sin yee complaining say i do not reply taggs. so here they are

ENEN: ahahs, icic. =DDD
Evelyn: Halos!!! =DDDDD
BRENDA: =)))
Trevor: Hahas, cry? I thought you are very happy?
EN: yeah, lets JIAYOU and i tagged le. link u soon.
Evelyn: I love you too! yeah =DDDD Let's JY JY
Audrey: What i lamer? I can walk lei. ahahs!!
Sin yee: yeah, i will =DDD and i am doing what i promised. so u ar, must do it ar.
Evelyn: yeah, u too! reach out for your goals. don be limited by your own faith in yourself =DD
i am believing in you. =DDDDDDDD

2008-10-16T22:19:00.000-07:00

I believe in something strongly now, which is:
DO UPON OTHERS WHAT U WANT OTHERS TO DO UPON YOU. =DDDD

2008-10-15T19:43:00.000-07:00

I realised something, i learn things through the HARD WAY.
I don't know why i am this kind of person.
Although it HURTS but i learnt it.
I have FINALLY learned my lesson NOT TO ANYHOW TRUST PPL!
THANKS to someone BETRAYER. AROUND OF APPLAUSE, vivian chow qian ting finally learned it. ahahs. I am looking forward to holiday especially on JAN.
Don't ask me why but i am looking forward.
People around aren't that nice which i thought they are.
Of course i am not refering to some of you.
I realise being with some of you i really can be myself.
Haiz, how hard it is . To be with people without common GOALS.
hmmmmms. PPL are not prefect, and i am not either.
Things are better left unsaid ar, especially with ppl u don't know well enough. ahahs!

P/s: I have not given up on you girl, and you pls don not give up on yourself.

2008-10-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

Dedicated Post to BELOVED N184.
I love you guys! LOTS, afterall we fought for so long when some gave up.
Im so PROUD PROUD PROUD of u GUYS! Every single of you.
Some might not be wid jon le. But nevertheless, we are still one family. =DD
Need my help or need my entertainment of jokes call me. okays. HAHAS.
Don't forget our promise hor,EILEEN,EVELYN,WILBER,QUAN,SINYEE.
Some of u might nt be dere. So don't know what im talking. LOLS. Update u guys again.
No matter where we go rmb to carry jon's DNA hor.
Lets really use it as a chance to GROW more.
Let arise and grow more mature.
LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE.
Memories are something others can't take away from all of us!
You all are in my heart, a special place where no one can ever replace that place.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2008-10-01T18:24:00.000-07:00

For so long...
Was veri busy i can say. HHAHAS!!!
Busying with shifting house. I quite like my new hs.
Cause just a lesser than 5mins i can get down to
SHOPS! yeah. ahhas.
I can like go down 4-5times a days.
HAHAs. My neighbour also i guess.
See them open and close down like do not how mani times also.
Cant do anything at there. Cause still waiting for people to paint hs.
Seriously saying i am thinking alot these few days.
From friends from the past to now, classmates,the cell grp. Outside friends.
Ppl do change i agree but i don really like the period when adapting.
Im trying very hard to get into the grp in class.
But its like veri veri tiring. U guys are very fun. But i do not know what is stopping seriously saying.

To whoever it concern. i can just say that i am fine. Seriously fine, between me and you i think .
Things are better to left unsaid..........

2008-09-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

hahas! i so long nv update. Got any miss me?

im so so so sorry about it. As i'm sick!

Do pray for me!!!! Hehes.

Im gg to genting during NOV!

SO EXCITIED. know why? cause i love malaysia! hehes.

last last sat, roxanne's birthdae. 1pic to say all.

Let go

2008-09-07T06:08:00.000-07:00

还记得以前，当你还小的时候。

你如何大哭大闹？只是为了要你想要的东西？

为了不与快乐的事？

为了饿？

为了上厕所？

为了要引起父母的焦点？

还记得以前，当你还小的时候。
你如何因为一些小事而高兴？

因为有水玩？
因为有你要的玩具？
因为有你要的卡通？

现在的我/我们以经不会为这些小事而高兴/伤心。
可以教我如何放开心中不开心的事/伤心。
像小孩一般哭闹。
像小孩一般开怀大笑。
教我如何好不好？
憋在心里真的好难受。

The next half i going to blog about something very interesting i learn in church this weekend. Its a story, shall tell u all what i rmb.
Its veri meaningful. There was a Father and a Son went to the beach.
The Son start to pick up shells on the seashore.Some are fregmented.
As they have being washed to and fore from the seashore.
And they start to walk and walk.
The son just simply Pick up the shells and collect and collect.
Suddenly the father saw something very interesting in sight.
It was a starfish at somewhere far but still in sight.
The Son was very excitied when the father told him.
So the Boy just ran towards the starfish which is still in the water.
Then the Father observed him.
Going into the water bending down.
Then retreated back.
The father said: "Go Boy, what are you waiting for?"
So The Boy went back to the water again.
And retreated back again.
The father was curious and asked again the same qns.
Then the son pick up his courage and went ahead again.
And he retreated back again.
This time the father was very curious and angry.
And went toward the boy and asked him why did he retreated.
He showed his father his hand.

The boy's hand was full of this shell and thus cannot go and reach for the starfish. Its like in our life. we have things which we think are Good and we just keep in our fist, scared to lose it. The things in our hands might be Good but might not be the BEST! So at times if need to let Go and Throw something aside, if need be just do it!

Vivian i know you can alright. I know u
can be a strong girl! Somethings if need to let Go just let go. Or not we might miss the best/better ones. Need to be learn the boy in this pic. Throw it away!! I know after this period of time, u can be stronger! Hang on!

2008-09-01T03:58:00.000-07:00

Holis are gg to end. sob sob. LOLS

Realli had a nice chat wid joanne last sun.

Chatted like nobody's business at MOS burger.

hahas!! think the crew thot we are mad.

Chatted from 1plus till 5plus.

Chatted from the sun to the moon, guys to girls,handsome guys to pretty girls,studies to work, friends to siblings. Then i rush to my uncle's open hs.

im nt feeling that well this few days.

keep gg to the toilet. mus be ate smt wrong at the open hs.

Lastly, wanna sae

我终于，认识了你！好高兴！！哈哈！！

希望这不是一个错误的开始。。。

last of the last, and let me intro u my new best friend!

yeah pooh,always dere for me. muhahahs. talking to me when im down. etc.

tryin to be lame. hehes. if it can talk i think i will freak out! heheehehs =xx

2008-08-28T19:45:00.000-07:00

Money not enough screening!
went on last sun, watch it twice.
Not bad, quite funni and sad.
以下是由我拍的，有梁智强，辉哥，vivian 赖, and more i don rmb their names =xx

p/s: Mummie and daddie, i love you! thanks for all, best dad and mum a child can ask.
Giving ur all to let me have my best. i will do my best alright, to give u my all for ur best too! =))

2008-08-21T02:56:00.000-07:00

这几天都在看“命中注定我爱你”很好看也很感人。
但对我而言只是梦画般，不可能成为现实。
和一位朋友讲，我觉得我不可能有向戏里那样对我的男生。
因为我不像那个女孩一样好的个性。
我朋友而讲可能我是不像她一样，依靠别人，我比较独立。
而我不是不要依靠别人，是没有对的人可依靠。
往往想要有可人可依靠，但是终被一些事，让我无法对身边的人掌开心怀。
就算是朋友也一样。
所以如果我有和你讲我在想的事。
那代表了我很信任你。
身活中朋友来来又离去。
连好朋友也不时必然是永远的在身边。
伤害必然也存在。
不要以为我为人看起来笑喜喜的，所以我不在意。
可是我起是比任何人更容易受伤。。。。
比任何人更容易掉眼泪。。。
比任何人更容易伤心。。。
比任何人更需要朋友的了解和管怀。。。

2008-08-04T22:46:00.000-07:00

You Scored a 95% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

What kind of lover are you
Take More Quizzes

2008-08-03T22:09:00.001-07:00

Done this test when i saw the link in novy's blog

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-07-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

My mum birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
The bottom pics are the dishes i cook for her!
HAHAS. its edible lah. ahahs.
AND nice!!
Then got one of the pics is chris chalet de.
And one of the pic is took today.
We celebrate sin yee's bdae.
And the card is i done for her de. nice right. lol

2008-07-24T22:15:00.000-07:00

Yox, i am back to blog. Hahas.
Thank God for the strength!!
Wasn't feeling great. Felt sick. Not physically but emotionally.
Thanks for Dap who hear me out this few days. THANKS =))
Yst, Learn alot of things yst and i realise the small segments i take is also very impt.
So i must learn how to be EXCITIED!! To build up the atmosphere and to help Johnson.
God, I wann to learn so much more. So much so much. And to do more for you.
I wann to rise up! i wann to go to another level!
I know to rise up there will be alot of changes, im willing to learn but i need more time!!
I wann to be someone YOU want me to be!
I know its hard but God YOU got to give me strength.
I know i can do it cause i have YOU beside me!
Teach me how to be more and more like YOU.
I Lift my broken heart to You, mend it and teach me how to be stronger.
VIVIAN JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

2008-07-20T19:22:00.000-07:00

Done this test just now. Saw it from michs blog. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-07-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

1) What are you most disappointed about?
Lots. hahas. But the most impt thing is know how to stand up strong after that.

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Can i request for a world tour?

3) What is your favorite thing to do?
His presence =))

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
To a cetain extend.

5) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I have alot =))
Like parents to be saved
Be a millionaire, trillion, zillion. and lalala.
Friends ard me to have their dreams come true too.

6) Do you think you can survive without money?
I can. But can my parents have money? so i can take from them? =xx

7) Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar, flute,recorder.

8) If you win $1 million, what will you do?
hahas. firstly i will smile and thank God till mad. LOLS
secondly)Bring my parents ard the world.
thirdly)Tithe and save up the rest.

9) What do you think of yourself?
Encourager.
A person who seems hard-hearted but which soft-hearted.
Tends to think deep deep deep... LOLS
Easy contented

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Evelyn ar. Erm.
cheerful, fun to be with and of coz i have confidence that she will grow more in the Lord.

11) What makes me happy?
ALOT =))

12) What type of person you hate most?
hahas, depend. Don't hate but most likely is dislike nia.

13) Where do you see yourself ten years down the road?
Have a Degree or more.
Leading cell groups.
Dating??
Open my own shoes empire!

14) If you have a superpower, what will it be?
Slimming down weapon. I can eat non and not any gain weight. Plus i do not need to exercise to keep myself healthy and in shape.(evelyn's) but same as mine too.

15) What do think is the most important thing in your life.
God, parents, cgm

16) If its the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
That i will see my love ones in heaven when i open my eyes.

17) If you have a chance to choose , will you want to go back in time?
yeps. So that i can spend more time with my granny.

18) If you could meet one celebrity and be friends with him/her, who would it be?
Sun Ho :)
19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Not courageous anymore. ahahs. Even no courage to think abt dating someone in future.

20) What do you think about blogging?
Its a place to think and leave time to reflect and leave memories down =))

shall not tagg anyone. =))

2008-07-14T23:31:00.000-07:00

Haahas. He is really amazing.Always Always. w/o I say He knows. HAHAS.

LOLS. Life is great so far. =))

Bought a book at attributes.

DEVLOPING THE LEADER IN YOU.

so far read 1 chp le.
shall share with you a sentence =))
success is the realization of a predetermined goal.

2008-06-30T21:31:00.000-07:00

This is a post my friend email me. Find it quite meaningful.
This post is purely for friend's and family only.
NTH more than that.
Do not anyhow think! ahahs.

~~~不要错过爱你的人~~~
希望你看到这个帖子的时候一切还没有晚，幸福不会时时等着你，爱你的人不是随时可以出现，请你学会珍惜。　　
看到一个深爱着你的人为你而改变，因为爱你，他收起他的顽固脾气；因为爱你，他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣。　　
喜欢一个人是没有原因的，他无悔的付出，都认为是值得的，只要能和相爱的人在一起。　　其实我们的身边都有一些这样的人，只是我们还没发现，最懂你的人，总是会一直的在你身边守护你，不让你有一丝的委屈；真正爱你的人，不会说许多爱你的话，却会做许多爱你的事。
如果你身边有这样的人的话，请你好好珍惜....
常因为你的小体贴而感动，如果你一直对我好，我可能就会喜欢你，喜欢你的我，会毫不保留的付出，天真的认为有天你就会懂。　　
女生的心很容易受伤，所以我不轻易说出口，假如期望落空了，伤心难过很不好受，总希望你先说，如果你也犹豫不决，或许我们就这样错过，再来后悔为何当初不说。
摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的，溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。
错过的电影，总是最好看的，失去的情人，总是最懂我的。
这世界上，每一个人都有个想要寻找的人，这个人，错过了，就再也找不回来。　　
如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。
莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。
没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。
爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。　　
多少个早知道已经来不及！　　
早知道　　
你过的不好，我不会轻易让你离开　　
早知道　　
我爱你，必须常挂在嘴边，我不会吝啬说出它　　
早知道　
喜欢你，必须过马路时拉着你的手，我不会介意伸出手来　　
早知道　　
我爱你，必须在吵架时依然讨你欢心，即使错在你，我可以颠倒是非　　
早知道　　我爱你，爱与被爱，我不会选择，５０％我爱你，５０％你爱我，会选择７０％%我爱你，３０％你爱我，因为爱你多一点，你会倍感幸福　　
早知道　　
我爱你，是一种支持，我不会在你节食时说你无聊（因为你已够苗条美丽）　　
早知道　　
你离开后不是一种幸福，我不会成全你和他　　
早知道　　
上天安排你离开是一种错误，我不会让祂得逞　　早知道　　似曾相识，我会趋前问清　　早知道.... 　　早知道.... 　　早知道.... 　　
多少个早知道，都在你离去后跟着出来，可是，再多的早知道都已经没用，都唤不回了.. 　　「幸福」是一颗梦想的种子，需要用「生命的热情」去灌溉；「幸福」不是靠别人给的，而是要认真抓住、用心选择。　　
当还能拥有时，好好珍惜吧！　　
爱情如此，友情如此，亲情更是如此！　　
那最关心你的人，别只是永远被你排诸于外，当失去了，流泪又能做什么？
爱的礼物既不能拿价格的多少来比算爱情强度的高低，它很可能是些不值钱的小小东西，或许是一片小小的枫叶，蕴含着柔情万千；或许是一颗小小的红豆，代表着相思无限。　　
愿大家都能珍惜身边的的幸福，就算目前是一个人，至少也好好去感受大家所传送的幸福原动力，只要快快乐乐，那未尝不是一种自在的幸福！

TIRING TIRING

2008-06-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

This week has being a tiring one. =)
screw up games on sun! argh. nvm i will do BETTER next round.
like the word on sun.
Close friend is by choice. casual friend is by circumstances.=)
Sat sermon is abt man hood. Brothers its time to grow up!!
ahhas. Took alot of pics on sat.
if u cant stand it pls press the cross on top =p

2008-06-22T23:25:00.000-07:00

I changed my blogskin! =))
hahas, had a long week. ahhas.
waiting for holiday! but it is still long. hahs
This week i learn alot of things.

1) 珍惜身傍的人与事，因为是情不一定是理所旦然。
2）身命有很多很多意想不到的人与事
3）成长是近步所需要的

2008-06-14T10:36:00.000-07:00

好久没有Update blog.

时间过的很快，假期要完了。

又要开学了。但是也说年底的假期也要来了。

好！有很多很多的感触,但是不知道要如何说起。

2008-05-22T21:49:00.000-07:00

天父,请你把平静赐下.
把您的平静放进我的心.
赐我力量面对所有的问题.
请你改变我! 因为我觉得我不时一个好朋友.

2008-05-21T00:59:00.000-07:00

went to all saints home on monday.
during the rehersal i realli cannot do it.
and i wasn't feeling well. some more i got sore throat.
and now it is very serious. even eat things also pain. hmm.
but the overall thing is great. The real performance i jus give my all. =)
and i think everyone who performanced is very good.
I like to do meaningful things =))
I promise to sing again if i go Old folks Home again!!
ahahs. cause chris sae a old man cried when me and evelyn sing.
Photos will be updated later =)
and pls pray for me. If im not getting better i might go for operation during holis.
as it is very irritating to have fever and sore throat now and then.

2008-05-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

okays mich. im updating now!!
LOLS =)
Had a fruitful day yesterday. went to all saints home yst.
And i sang. yes i sang. ahahs! i choo ka liao! put away all my fear alright. ahahs.
throw face den throw lor. The elderly happy jiu hao =)). Chris sae got one elder cried when hear me and evelyn sing. ahahs. So happy =) that i made a difference.
and finalli conquered my fear. Hahahs. so i decided next time got go elderly Home i am going to perform again. ahhas. I love the elderly cause they make mii think of someone who i had missed long and never going to be back by my side again. treasure all the elderly ppl =)

Had alot of thoughts.
stranger can become friends
stranger can become best friend
stranger can become lover
stranger can become enermy
friend can become best friend
friend can become lover
friend can become enermy
friend can become stranger
best friend can become love
best friend can become friend
best friend can become enermy
best friend can become stranger
Lover can become friend
Lover can become best friend
Lover can become stranger
Lover can become enermy

super long long thought. cause know alot of friends who is in a relationship and i sort of "afraid" of it. ahhas.

2008-05-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

Some passed photos.=))

2008-05-08T08:44:00.000-07:00

All that i could say is that.
im tired. tired of school.
tired of learning to adapt to ppl i don like.
and the person realli brings mii alot of prob.
and i can sae is life is unfair isn't it.
All we had to do is to adapt to it,
and im doing my very best to do so.
started from a guy now to a lady.
the lady i noe you don mean it.
But im hurt, i left is definetly not to make you feel guilty
Is just that i am tryin to hold bck tears.
And i don wann crying infront of ppl i don realli noe.
i noe euu felt bad and i felt bad too.
cause you are not the ultimate reason.
i noe there are ppl who take sides.
Can you all grow up anot ar? and stp making ppl's life diffcult.
don forget the toes euu stp todae might be the ass euu gg to kiss tml.
life is a cycle ppl.
but i noe He will be my judge. =)

2008-04-15T19:26:00.000-07:00

it is quite long sinces i update.
wai teng: im moving to 264 dere =))
ahahs. LOLS. sch had started and im veri tired. got quite alot of stuff to do.
like the RJ and evaluation. slp at 9plus. was veri tired. so slept early.
yeah counting down to my birthdae. YEAH! lols
jus a simple and short post todae.

2008-04-09T00:37:00.000-07:00

Now in school.
so far school is not bad. enjoyed myself so far.
made quite a few friends. and the teams im in so far i like them =)
and the faciliator todae is diff. ahhas!
ahahs. im shifting house in SEP!
finalli, LOLs
countdowning to my Birthdae! want something different this yr.
yeahs. im tired.
but i don need a break. pls bear wid mii.
im changing. =)

2008-04-06T22:48:00.000-07:00

todae is my first dae of sch!
ahahs, class is still quite alright.
but got one guy look like bevan. ahhas
lots of things i left it unsaid, unjustify.
smtime i jus cant understand why.

2008-04-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

2008-03-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

jus wann sae, i finalli ming bai friends do come and go.
but i nv expect that it was you,
we are so close during O levels yet now.
hmmms. donnoe wad to sae.
ask you out, you are always so busy.
but euu are free to go out wid her.
ask if u were free to go for a drink, euu are that busy?
wann find someone to talk that dae so thot of askin euu out,
but euu sae euu busy, fine.
i asked euu after ur thingy euu sae euu tell mii again.
haish forget it baah,
ask euu wann catch a movie euu sae euu cant rush this and that
in the end euu watched wid her.
i don mind watching other movie.
i don mind the time.
friendship are so weak?

2008-03-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

i enjoyed sat's svc and cgm. and it realli encouraged mii tons tons.
i thiink smt we don realli go together with johnson's vision
its time for us to wake up! N184 can we realli buck up this year?
the cg is growing in terms of unity, spiritually etc.
but i believe we can do even more.
i realli wann see more ppl rising up! rise up rise up!
and i also need to rise up more! more more!
ahahas.

2008-03-10T08:56:00.000-07:00

i was asked by my dear member evelyn to do this
7 weird or random things abt mii
okay bah im veri sporty de.

1. i like to sleep with a blanket over my head(not much ppl noe)
2. i like to sleep with a small pillow over mii too den follow by no. 1
3. i don eat otah(sensitive to it)
4.i like PURPLE colour
5.i treat ppl how they treat mii
6.i like to laugh(as it is good for one)
7.i sing aloud at home

ahahs, k bah. im done. =)) ahahs. LOLS.

2008-03-05T21:31:00.000-08:00

work time =))

piles and piles of work!

having fun together on 249=))

cat and vian

am i a good photographer?

wanyi's fav pharse: rock on!

my collections

yea my 1 dollar and 50cents coin( 1mth or so ago) now shld be more

my collections and my piggy bank

2008-03-05T21:10:00.000-08:00

leap years

watched leap year on monday, it is the first english love movie that i enjoyed so much.

and i thiink that the main lead is handsome and pretty! i felt that the lady did have alot of patient in waiting, and believing in him. total i thiink she waited for hiim 12 years or more. its sweet at the end when the guy did fufill his promise and woke up. keep cryin at the last part and i thiink the whole cinema girls also. aahhas. jus felt that its kinda hard to find a guy who will keep to his promise. ahahs! maybe there is but i yet have the chance to meet one. but in due season i believe i will. =))

and i watched huan huan ai, watch finished part 1 and 2 within 2daes. the story is veri nice. aahahs. at the first part keep laughing and of course last part keep cry. but overall i thiink its worth to watch.

this two daes stayed at home and rest. cause im sick. fever and headache. ahahs. but i've recovered already! yea yea. aahs. i goin to rp for those who donnoe. and im goin to SPORTS AND LEISURE MANAGEMENT. hopefulli i will enjoy it. it is sort of business de course. so next week i needa go sch to do my enrolment stuff and also get myself a lappy! yea yea~ yea im excitied. ahahs. and im goin sentosa tml, learn roller blade if possible.

2008-02-20T03:27:00.001-08:00

sry for not updating and linkin =)
rather busy. im fine no worries

2008-02-20T03:26:00.001-08:00

expired

2008-02-20T03:26:00.000-08:00

expired

2008-01-13T04:54:00.000-08:00

life was as usual this week,
had fun in office =))
went to my grandpa hs todae.
enjoyed such gathering,i thiink its good!
ahahs! im veri nervous goin to get results soon.
jus got a feelin im goin to cry, i hope its tear of joy!
yst went fellowship wid cgm at T3, it is veri big, nice.
den went home, instead mii and minghui went coffeeship,
fellowship den went home.
chatted alot,missed those supper we had =))
i missed alot of ppl, alot of time, alot of stuff.

for this yr, settled my goals liao.
and im goin to focus on them, and acheive them.
it is realli time for mii to fufill smt that i realli wann

2008-01-05T21:39:00.000-08:00

indeed yr msg did hurt mii,
wasnt realli myself yst.
not becuz im emo, but i asked myself and asked God
how was he feelin when seeing the situation like that.
and i jus felt so burden, so heavy hearted.
veri sad, disappointed, yet still awaiting for ur return
that was His feeling, on my way to expo,
on 969 looked at the sky lots of time,
askin God was that how He felt at that moment.
and yes, it was.
cried on the bus, but looked strong infront of the rest.
im upsad not realli becuzx euu didnt fufill ur promise
partly becuzx of how God felt,
next is i keep having flash bck of how close we were
during our 'O's
hw we lend support to one another,
how euu stood by mii giving mii the encouragement my members
couldn giving and wouldnt noe that i need,
tellin mii nt to give up,
and i hold on to God and our friendship.
yet now, i couldnt give euu the support and encouragement
euu need, issit that i ddint do enough?
or am i simply did it wrongly?
maybe i shld have realise ur prob long ago.
i shldn have jus thiink my strength is enough to support euum
our friendship def. is affected, not that it is build on church,
but somehw it is the emotions, the thoughts, the destiny, the destination differences
and the purposes we are living for.
wad i sae todae and yst wasnt meant to pressurised euu, if euu thiink i had.
im sorry. wad i sae is becuz i don realli wann lose a friend like euu.
can euu understand how im feeling now?
im not blaming euu, im not forcing euu, i can give euu time
but how long euu need? 1dae,1mth,1yr,1decade or 1 lifetime?
i can wait but ask urself, do euu have the courage to come bck by than?

2008-01-04T20:10:00.000-08:00

yeah! im bck again to post!
hahas, enjoyed work so far!
though dere are bored times but wid mii still fun de lar
ahahs, joked wid dem as usual! LOLS....
den got 1 new girl come.
mii and cat was guessing her age and finallio
im correct!! ahah...
chatted wid her on my way bck to inter
understand alot of stuff,
she realli enlighten mii in some stuff! ahahs!
but heard from cat she went to hr to work todae...
and she sae got a new guy come to work,
she sae not shuai, gonna see it for myself on mon!
didnt went work todae, as im not feelin well.
plus im tired tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i now realli treasure ssch! ahahs
den yst meet wanyi and went for dinner at swensen.
called baked marco,spag,cheeese dip.
and also wid our drinks
i guessed correctly wad she is goin to order!
thats what best friend means alright
ahahs! WANYI! JAN END IS MY TURN!
enjoy ur trip, don forget mii hor! aahahs

to someone! : after dat dae i sae so much, euu still wann give up?
was euu promise mii? wad euu sae euu will do?
wad abt euu sae de euu wont give uP?
if euu realli give up, its not hiim who is veri disappointed in euu,
it mi, i will be the most disappointed one.
after seeing one friend gone and bck don tell mii,
euu wann to be the next?
come on! come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after goin so far euu goin to stp?!

2007-12-31T21:21:00.000-08:00

it's 2008 already, time does fly!
this post is veri long, i promise. ahahs!
still rmbing last yr before my O's im still like wondering when exams are over
now the results are coming, realli soon, realli realli soon.
i admit im veri nervous and excitied and also scared.
well, hope that all i've put is not of a waste.
yst was girls night out, in the end onli the 5 of us,
mii,wanyi,shuhui,xuanxuan and evelyn.
xue li meet us awhile nia,
den we meet minghui, jiansheng,darren,preston and ivan.
we went to city hall to count down.
54321! AHAHS,
alot of ppl, pushing here and dere.
but its fun, manage to get a good view of the fireworks.
somehow seeing it makes mii veri happy! ahas
den we went to play pool!
i play 1 time, not enough!!! not enough!!
i wann more,more,more!
before countdown while in the esplanade,
was emo abit, didn tok.
i noe euu all are worried,
but somehw i felt sae le no use, so sry that i didnt sae.
forget abt it bah, its 2008 le!
im all ready for you!
2008 here i come! i believe this yr is a yr of breakthroughs and changes for mii.
lookin forward for everything!

sun was the zone cgm, they had high sch musical!
wanyi you are awesome alright! jia you!
gwenn euu too! ahhas, chemistry ar! ahahs
maybe next yr its time for others to go find their talent like wad euu sae
so thinkin of joinin next yr!
realli enjoyed svc, its abt change.
and i thiink i realli need a change in2008.
in my attitude, character, spirtual life, self esteem etc etc.
its time to buck up!
bck to thanks giving, it was veri touching.
and i wan nominated for the nv give up or smt,
well, i believe i can achieve more next yr.
in studies de and also more bah.

jus wann sae, im realli veri glad and thankful for such a nice leader who always stood by mii nv fail in believing in mii when ppl and myself cant believe in mii. teaching mii wad is right and wrong, tellin mii i can do it when i cant even see myself thru that prob. always keepin us in prays. and also like wad other sae we always make euu veri dissapointed in us, in terms of studies,cg, friendship, how we deal things etc,but euu still forgive us, giving us faith to continue on, and work even harder. realli thankful for such a wonderful leader God had given mii.

lastly, this is dedicated for some1,
jus wannn tell the person, no matter wad happen, don give up
i'll always be dere for euu my friend.
giving up is not a option but its a choice, and i don thiink the choice is good.
jia you! hold on! nv let go, okays? can can?
i cant imagine losing a friend like euu, who stood by mii when im weak,
being there for mii when i have no one,
yet now when im strong euu are falling?
i wont let euu fall de!
trust mii, and i don wann to see euu fall.
why settle for smt low when euu can have smt higher?
i'm jus a line away, anything jus msg mii or call mii!
i'll keep ya in prayers.

gtg le, love everyone here! hope the post didnt bored euu, but its all i need to sae and all i need to do to welcome 2008!

2007-12-26T03:56:00.000-08:00

managed to pull myself out of my cosy bed at 4.45.
i noe euu all must be still asleep at that time...
ahahs! den went to work.
on the bus 249 smt veri funny happen! ahahs..
its veri embarrassing lor! shall not mention it....
lols... reach workplace at 7.10...
im early okay.... LOLS....
den first startin part same as the previous daes...
but once after lunch funni stuff happen! ahahs
trust mii i laugh non stp...
and it spread to my col.
even the sort call higher position de also laughed...
well christmas is over but im still receiving chocolates from workplace
and also wine gummies! must be becuz of that gummies thats why all of us are abit siao
den they also gave mii otah, the moment i saw it i sian diao....
i didnt take it, can eat also.. unless i wann be sick
but now im already abit sick. maybe mi xing bah, thiink of otah den no need eat also sick liao
den eat the lao po bing or smt de
cant rmb... den last part of job easy de
jus type type type. not type in noscence defin. type in datas..
den laugh all the way on my bus towards boonlay inter wid cat...
wid our lame jokes! and also some wind bck of todaes work!
oh no, jan is coming! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-25T06:15:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i enjoyed myself alot this yr!
cause my pri sch friend got saved!
teared alot during the svc, was veri touched by the atmosphere and everything.
especially when seeing ppl going down to receive God.
this yr receive alot of chocolates and a piggy bank, and lots of sweets and cards
ahhas! yillin don forget wad euu owe mii ar! LOLS
and den i exchange gift wid ky, gave hiim a shirt
so glad to hear from hiim, he likes it.
more of satisfaction when euu heard it from someone sae they like wad eu get for dem..
yst last min went to de, got another gift too, hopefulli that person will like too.

btw i work for 4daes le, its tiring alright!
everydae i ard 4plus wake up, 530 go work, ahahs...
but i love the ppl dere, they are willin to teach, and not much pressure!
ahahs, but at there mii and my another friend sort of attract alot of attention
cuz we are the youngest, and sort of the few girls dere.
aahhs! alot of those Bangala(donnoe how to spell) will keep stare at us
well get use to it now, ahhas, jus ignore them
smt i get to bully them too! LOLS...
in my that office i realli feel love from my coll, and boss.
at times there are alot of laughters!
especialli when mii and cat are toking..
LOLS... ahahs...

cuz there was once this conversation,
viv: when the person i replace come bck ar?
col: jan endin or not feb
viv: oh by den i and cat(my friend) bu shi yao roll out liao
col: who sae de! we still need ppl, how can euu two roll out!
i realli thank God for such a job,
it is realli worth the wait
though im surving w/o breakfast and wid white bread for lunch
but i thank God for the ppl, the timing etc!
lookin forward for my pay! yippy

yes ; no ?

W;FQ?

long long week

2007-12-12T20:37:00.000-08:00

this week had been a long week,
forgive mii for not updating.

i cant diff. the evil and the good.

even friends ard mii too.

but i thank God dere are certain ppl

i noe they are real concern abt mii

2007-12-05T09:32:00.000-08:00

its my first post! in my new blog...
this few daes hav being packing my house
seriously tell you my mum is a supermummy
she ar can throw this don wann that
till my hs now look veri big,
excluding my room cause i don let her touch my stuff
wat if got handsome guys de photo she donnoe i put wher den throw away the whole thing how?
kidding lar, wher got siah, lalalalas oh ya not forgetting
todae i went to riverwalk wid my cgm
for power hs! its was good but not as good as Jurong west de
poured and i got myself very wet! but im smart we took 33 till next stp
direct outside de mrt which i don expect it to be
save myself from getting more wet.. hahas
i wann go dere de svc thiis wk or next bah
since im so free! LOLS....
saw mei mei and mingzhi at marnina sq, chatted awhile den went off le....
hahahs! den continue shop for awhile den home sweet hoome...
let mii intro euu gguys a nice place for dining,
the bao jin tian at marina sq,
dere their claypot was good not forgetting
dere mango+prawn roll! nice nice
and also their tian ping, durian de forget the name le
their price also very ping ming hua
good to try out!
watch the makasutra or smt de
oh my! dey intro de veri nice leh
shall write down the address next time and find dem!
yippy... THANK GOD for such wonderful food!