I believe in something strongly now, which is:
DO UPON OTHERS WHAT U WANT OTHERS TO DO UPON YOU. =DDDD

I realised something, i learn things through the HARD WAY.
I don't know why i am this kind of person.
Although it HURTS but i learnt it.
I have FINALLY learned my lesson NOT TO ANYHOW TRUST PPL!
THANKS to someone BETRAYER. AROUND OF APPLAUSE, vivian chow qian ting finally learned it. ahahs. I am looking forward to holiday especially on JAN.
Don't ask me why but i am looking forward.
People around aren't that nice which i thought they are.
Of course i am not refering to some of you.
I realise being with some of you i really can be myself.
Haiz, how hard it is . To be with people without common GOALS.
hmmmmms. PPL are not prefect, and i am not either.
Things are better left unsaid ar, especially with ppl u don't know well enough. ahahs!

P/s: I have not given up on you girl, and you pls don not give up on yourself.

Dedicated Post to BELOVED N184.
I love you guys! LOTS, afterall we fought for so long when some gave up.
Im so PROUD PROUD PROUD of u GUYS! Every single of you.
Some might not be wid jon le. But nevertheless, we are still one family. =DD
Need my help or need my entertainment of jokes call me. okays. HAHAS.
Don't forget our promise hor,EILEEN,EVELYN,WILBER,QUAN,SINYEE.
Some of u might nt be dere. So don't know what im talking. LOLS. Update u guys again.
No matter where we go rmb to carry jon's DNA hor.
Lets really use it as a chance to GROW more.
Let arise and grow more mature.
LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE.
Memories are something others can't take away from all of us!
You all are in my heart, a special place where no one can ever replace that place.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

For so long...
Was veri busy i can say. HHAHAS!!!
Busying with shifting house. I quite like my new hs.
Cause just a lesser than 5mins i can get down to
SHOPS! yeah. ahhas.
I can like go down 4-5times a days.
HAHAs. My neighbour also i guess.
See them open and close down like do not how mani times also.
Cant do anything at there. Cause still waiting for people to paint hs.
Seriously saying i am thinking alot these few days.
From friends from the past to now, classmates,the cell grp. Outside friends.
Ppl do change i agree but i don really like the period when adapting.
Im trying very hard to get into the grp in class.
But its like veri veri tiring. U guys are very fun. But i do not know what is stopping seriously saying.

To whoever it concern. i can just say that i am fine. Seriously fine, between me and you i think .
Things are better to left unsaid..........

hahas! i so long nv update. Got any miss me?

im so so so sorry about it. As i'm sick!

Do pray for me!!!! Hehes.

Im gg to genting during NOV!

SO EXCITIED. know why? cause i love malaysia! hehes.



last last sat, roxanne's birthdae. 1pic to say all.

Let go

还记得以前，当你还小的时候。

你如何大哭大闹？只是为了要你想要的东西？

为了不与快乐的事？

为了饿？

为了上厕所？

为了要引起父母的焦点？

还记得以前，当你还小的时候。
你如何因为一些小事而高兴？

因为有水玩？
因为有你要的玩具？
因为有你要的卡通？


现在的我/我们以经不会为这些小事而高兴/伤心。
可以教我如何放开心中不开心的事/伤心。
像小孩一般哭闹。
像小孩一般开怀大笑。
教我如何好不好？
憋在心里真的好难受。


The next half i going to blog about something very interesting i learn in church this weekend. Its a story, shall tell u all what i rmb.
Its veri meaningful. There was a Father and a Son went to the beach.
The Son start to pick up shells on the seashore.Some are fregmented.
As they have being washed to and fore from the seashore.
And they start to walk and walk.
The son just simply Pick up the shells and collect and collect.
Suddenly the father saw something very interesting in sight.
It was a starfish at somewhere far but still in sight.
The Son was very excitied when the father told him.
So the Boy just ran towards the starfish which is still in the water.
Then the Father observed him.
Going into the water bending down.
Then retreated back.
The father said: "Go Boy, what are you waiting for?"
So The Boy went back to the water again.
And retreated back again.
The father was curious and asked again the same qns.
Then the son pick up his courage and went ahead again.
And he retreated back again.
This time the father was very curious and angry.
And went toward the boy and asked him why did he retreated.
He showed his father his hand.














The boy's hand was full of this shell and thus cannot go and reach for the starfish. Its like in our life. we have things which we think are Good and we just keep in our fist, scared to lose it. The things in our hands might be Good but might not be the BEST! So at times if need to let Go and Throw something aside, if need be just do it!




Vivian i know you can alright. I know u
can be a strong girl! Somethings if need to let Go just let go. Or not we might miss the best/better ones. Need to be learn the boy in this pic. Throw it away!! I know after this period of time, u can be stronger! Hang on!

Holis are gg to end. sob sob. LOLS

Realli had a nice chat wid joanne last sun.

Chatted like nobody's business at MOS burger.

hahas!! think the crew thot we are mad.

Chatted from 1plus till 5plus.

Chatted from the sun to the moon, guys to girls,handsome guys to pretty girls,studies to work, friends to siblings. Then i rush to my uncle's open hs.

im nt feeling that well this few days.

keep gg to the toilet. mus be ate smt wrong at the open hs.

Lastly, wanna sae

我终于，认识了你！好高兴！！ 哈哈！！

希望这不是一个错误的开始。。。

last of the last, and let me intro u my new best friend!

yeah pooh,always dere for me. muhahahs. talking to me when im down. etc.

tryin to be lame. hehes. if it can talk i think i will freak out! heheehehs =xx