life was as usual this week,
had fun in office =))
went to my grandpa hs todae.
enjoyed such gathering,i thiink its good!
ahahs! im veri nervous goin to get results soon.
jus got a feelin im goin to cry, i hope its tear of joy!
yst went fellowship wid cgm at T3, it is veri big, nice.
den went home, instead mii and minghui went coffeeship,
fellowship den went home.
chatted alot,missed those supper we had =))
i missed alot of ppl, alot of time, alot of stuff.

for this yr, settled my goals liao.
and im goin to focus on them, and acheive them.
it is realli time for mii to fufill smt that i realli wann

indeed yr msg did hurt mii,
wasnt realli myself yst.
not becuz im emo, but i asked myself and asked God
how was he feelin when seeing the situation like that.
and i jus felt so burden, so heavy hearted.
veri sad, disappointed, yet still awaiting for ur return
that was His feeling, on my way to expo,
on 969 looked at the sky lots of time,
askin God was that how He felt at that moment.
and yes, it was.
cried on the bus, but looked strong infront of the rest.
im upsad not realli becuzx euu didnt fufill ur promise
partly becuzx of how God felt,
next is i keep having flash bck of how close we were
during our 'O's
hw we lend support to one another,
how euu stood by mii giving mii the encouragement my members
couldn giving and wouldnt noe that i need,
tellin mii nt to give up,
and i hold on to God and our friendship.
yet now, i couldnt give euu the support and encouragement
euu need, issit that i ddint do enough?
or am i simply did it wrongly?
maybe i shld have realise ur prob long ago.
i shldn have jus thiink my strength is enough to support euum
our friendship def. is affected, not that it is build on church,
but somehw it is the emotions, the thoughts, the destiny, the destination differences
and the purposes we are living for.
wad i sae todae and yst wasnt meant to pressurised euu, if euu thiink i had.
im sorry. wad i sae is becuz i don realli wann lose a friend like euu.
can euu understand how im feeling now?
im not blaming euu, im not forcing euu, i can give euu time
but how long euu need? 1dae,1mth,1yr,1decade or 1 lifetime?
i can wait but ask urself, do euu have the courage to come bck by than?

yeah! im bck again to post!
hahas, enjoyed work so far!
though dere are bored times but wid mii still fun de lar
ahahs, joked wid dem as usual! LOLS....
den got 1 new girl come.
mii and cat was guessing her age and finallio
im correct!! ahah...
chatted wid her on my way bck to inter
understand alot of stuff,
she realli enlighten mii in some stuff! ahahs!
but heard from cat she went to hr to work todae...
and she sae got a new guy come to work,
she sae not shuai, gonna see it for myself on mon!
didnt went work todae, as im not feelin well.
plus im tired tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i now realli treasure ssch! ahahs
den yst meet wanyi and went for dinner at swensen.
called baked marco,spag,cheeese dip.
and also wid our drinks
i guessed correctly wad she is goin to order!
thats what best friend means alright
ahahs! WANYI! JAN END IS MY TURN!
enjoy ur trip, don forget mii hor! aahahs

to someone! : after dat dae i sae so much, euu still wann give up?
was euu promise mii? wad euu sae euu will do?
wad abt euu sae de euu wont give uP?
if euu realli give up, its not hiim who is veri disappointed in euu,
it mi, i will be the most disappointed one.
after seeing one friend gone and bck don tell mii,
euu wann to be the next?
come on! come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after goin so far euu goin to stp?!

it's 2008 already, time does fly!
this post is veri long, i promise. ahahs!
still rmbing last yr before my O's im still like wondering when exams are over
now the results are coming, realli soon, realli realli soon.
i admit im veri nervous and excitied and also scared.
well, hope that all i've put is not of a waste.
yst was girls night out, in the end onli the 5 of us,
mii,wanyi,shuhui,xuanxuan and evelyn.
xue li meet us awhile nia,
den we meet minghui, jiansheng,darren,preston and ivan.
we went to city hall to count down.
54321! AHAHS,
alot of ppl, pushing here and dere.
but its fun, manage to get a good view of the fireworks.
somehow seeing it makes mii veri happy! ahas
den we went to play pool!
i play 1 time, not enough!!! not enough!!
i wann more,more,more!
before countdown while in the esplanade,
was emo abit, didn tok.
i noe euu all are worried,
but somehw i felt sae le no use, so sry that i didnt sae.
forget abt it bah, its 2008 le!
im all ready for you!
2008 here i come! i believe this yr is a yr of breakthroughs and changes for mii.
lookin forward for everything!

sun was the zone cgm, they had high sch musical!
wanyi you are awesome alright! jia you!
gwenn euu too! ahhas, chemistry ar! ahahs
maybe next yr its time for others to go find their talent like wad euu sae
so thinkin of joinin next yr!
realli enjoyed svc, its abt change.
and i thiink i realli need a change in2008.
in my attitude, character, spirtual life, self esteem etc etc.
its time to buck up!
bck to thanks giving, it was veri touching.
and i wan nominated for the nv give up or smt,
well, i believe i can achieve more next yr.
in studies de and also more bah.

jus wann sae, im realli veri glad and thankful for such a nice leader who always stood by mii nv fail in believing in mii when ppl and myself cant believe in mii. teaching mii wad is right and wrong, tellin mii i can do it when i cant even see myself thru that prob. always keepin us in prays. and also like wad other sae we always make euu veri dissapointed in us, in terms of studies,cg, friendship, how we deal things etc,but euu still forgive us, giving us faith to continue on, and work even harder. realli thankful for such a wonderful leader God had given mii.

lastly, this is dedicated for some1,
jus wannn tell the person, no matter wad happen, don give up
i'll always be dere for euu my friend.
giving up is not a option but its a choice, and i don thiink the choice is good.
jia you! hold on! nv let go, okays? can can?
i cant imagine losing a friend like euu, who stood by mii when im weak,
being there for mii when i have no one,
yet now when im strong euu are falling?
i wont let euu fall de!
trust mii, and i don wann to see euu fall.
why settle for smt low when euu can have smt higher?
i'm jus a line away, anything jus msg mii or call mii!
i'll keep ya in prayers.

gtg le, love everyone here! hope the post didnt bored euu, but its all i need to sae and all i need to do to welcome 2008!

managed to pull myself out of my cosy bed at 4.45.
i noe euu all must be still asleep at that time...
ahahs! den went to work.
on the bus 249 smt veri funny happen! ahahs..
its veri embarrassing lor! shall not mention it....
lols... reach workplace at 7.10...
im early okay.... LOLS....
den first startin part same as the previous daes...
but once after lunch funni stuff happen! ahahs
trust mii i laugh non stp...
and it spread to my col.
even the sort call higher position de also laughed...
well christmas is over but im still receiving chocolates from workplace
and also wine gummies! must be becuz of that gummies thats why all of us are abit siao
den they also gave mii otah, the moment i saw it i sian diao....
i didnt take it, can eat also.. unless i wann be sick
but now im already abit sick. maybe mi xing bah, thiink of otah den no need eat also sick liao
den eat the lao po bing or smt de
cant rmb... den last part of job easy de
jus type type type. not type in noscence defin. type in datas..
den laugh all the way on my bus towards boonlay inter wid cat...
wid our lame jokes! and also some wind bck of todaes work!
oh no, jan is coming! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
i enjoyed myself alot this yr!
cause my pri sch friend got saved!
teared alot during the svc, was veri touched by the atmosphere and everything.
especially when seeing ppl going down to receive God.
this yr receive alot of chocolates and a piggy bank, and lots of sweets and cards
ahhas! yillin don forget wad euu owe mii ar! LOLS
and den i exchange gift wid ky, gave hiim a shirt
so glad to hear from hiim, he likes it.
more of satisfaction when euu heard it from someone sae they like wad eu get for dem..
yst last min went to de, got another gift too, hopefulli that person will like too.

btw i work for 4daes le, its tiring alright!
everydae i ard 4plus wake up, 530 go work, ahahs...
but i love the ppl dere, they are willin to teach, and not much pressure!
ahahs, but at there mii and my another friend sort of attract alot of attention
cuz we are the youngest, and sort of the few girls dere.
aahhs! alot of those Bangala(donnoe how to spell) will keep stare at us
well get use to it now, ahhas, jus ignore them
smt i get to bully them too! LOLS...
in my that office i realli feel love from my coll, and boss.
at times there are alot of laughters!
especialli when mii and cat are toking..
LOLS... ahahs...

cuz there was once this conversation,
viv: when the person i replace come bck ar?
col: jan endin or not feb
viv: oh by den i and cat(my friend) bu shi yao roll out liao
col: who sae de! we still need ppl, how can euu two roll out!
i realli thank God for such a job,
it is realli worth the wait
though im surving w/o breakfast and wid white bread for lunch
but i thank God for the ppl, the timing etc!
lookin forward for my pay! yippy

yes ; no ?

W;FQ?

long long week

this week had been a long week,
forgive mii for not updating.

i cant diff. the evil and the good.

even friends ard mii too.

but i thank God dere are certain ppl

i noe they are real concern abt mii