How come when u cant meet, u have to ask someone to tell me ur hp low batt?
How come when u sae you are busy you still can meet up with her?
How come the busy-ness u sae to meet me does not exit when meeting with others?
This is seriously how I think about ..............

Yeah finally THURSDAY le.
Why am i so happy? Guess!
Cause I only left with one day of school.
Then 3weeks of holidays! YEAH YEAH!!
Super duper happy.=))
So excitied, cause christmas is coming and alot of things are coming as well=))

I just want to say I thank God for some peeps around=)
Its because of same LAME ppl and LAME reasons we are tgt.
However I am happy that I am able to be friend of yours
Let me show you the peeps I hang out with in class.
A grp of ppl who let me laugh eveyday in class.
I will miss you all when sch ends. LOLS=))

I am super early for sch today.
Reached school at 8.18.
Yes, your eyes did not play a prank on you.
LOLS.
I woke up early so that I won't be late.
As I have the tendency of being late on fri.
Is either the bus super late or I miss the previous bus.
So better wake up to reach early.
Don't want to waste the 0.5 grade.=))
Prayed last night with pres and xue on the phone.
Would be better if we can go powerhs.
Its okays, cause we all have stuff on this week. Must make it on of the week!
I miss BKT also. LOLS.


Super random things that i will be blogging next.If you are busy just move your mouse to the extreme right.
Go to the top. You will see a red button. Just click. LOLS
I felt that friends aren't really that friends.
Where's the support I needed the most from the people whom can give me the most?
Yet, I am getting my most discouraged feelings and thoughts from them.
Help me alright,I aren't that strong as I seems.
Don't ask me I am refering to who.
You guys know who you are.

jo^2: when going genting?
Viian: I come back alrdy.went on 16 till 23Nov

yillin: so long nv come to your blog le.. haha nv know you missed me soooo much~~! haha... see ya soon!!!
Viian: Of course i miss you.

Evelyn: miss you lah, quickly come back!
Viian: Hahahs, im back, Missed u too~

Evelyn: hitcounter: 68
Viian: 118 alrdy

Evelyn: hit counter? woah~~
Viian: Yup, then can know, how mani reader ma, to know if my blog is boring or fun ma.

tsaiting: Thanks for your concern =) Yup hope to meet up with u soon too =) Take care!
Viian:welcome. yea! u too take care!

serene: yoyoyo..never link me.DARLING..so sad
Viian: i will link you soon. =))


Joeann: hello. SUPER LONG never see u le ! misses* (:
Viian: I just saw you on sat? LOLS. Misses. meet up soon!!! =))

jo^2: hey hey hey! u're missed. =D
Viian: You're missed too.

Im back from Genting.
I love the trip there. Not much things to play,rather a place to relax~
Also to enjoy the fog there, like natural aircon. LOLS
Below is what I have done there.

Day 1
3.30AM Woke up by parents and had a breakfast.
5.00AM Went to meet aunty and got a ride.
6.30Am Went to amk and headed the BUS
7.30Am Reached malaysia
7.30-1215 On the coach bus(abt 5hrs!!!!)
1215-3.30 Waited to check in.(Super long)
And then rested at room,i shared room with my auntie. cool? LOLS
Went to buffet dinner!
Also went into casino. Wohoo. Do i look like 21? LOLS.
Couisn went missing but found also.
What a shag day.

Day 2
Overslept suppose to meet the rest at 8.30, me and my auntie slp till 8.15.
Too cooling~ Nice to sleep.
Went for buffet breakfast.
Sitted the cable car, very steep.
Uncle suggest to go KL, so headed with his wife and kids plus my auntie.
5person squeeze in the pathetic small cab.
Went time square shopped.
Bought 2BAGS,Foundation,scarf and some gifts.
Ate kenny rogger,secret receipe,auntie mary(If im not wrong).
Reached back hotel 10plus.
My dad left a drumstick just for me.
Touched alright.=)) LOVE u Daddy.

Day3
Buffet breakfast, too many people as we went the one at our hotel.
Too squeezy. rested.
Took the bus back Singapore.
Leave at 1230 reached singapore at 7plus.
Almost die there. LOLS.


Come back singapore sick for days.
Had a stomach flu.
Vomitted,runs,stomachace.
See a doctor at my house downstairs.
Thank God i went down at 8.45, as once after 9am is additional charge.
$31 bucks in total. I seldom see so ex one.
Cause normally i see polyclinic. But that day is totally cannot "tahan".


Asia conference.(19-23Nov)
It is great,had a impartation of faith.
Went for cell group leadership workshop.
Learned alot=)))
All the session is great. Made alot of new friends.
From taiwan,china and also our own church.
Last day was great, understood what AR.Bernad was saying.
It was funny. However it make alot of sense right into me.
These three days is good. Saw miracles(BENNYHINN-healing), impartation of faith and people's life being changed. What a good conference. 2010 I'm waiting for you!!!

24Nov
Happy birthday wilber.
Celebrated with him together with(Quan,Leen,Yee,Eve,Yip and me me me)
Went esplande,celebrated at roof top.
Slack there. Headed to marina square for dinner.
Ate pizza hut. Slack there for hours,disturb the staff.
Ate finish there tabaco(Forget the spelling) sauce and also the cheese.
Went to play bowling.
Nice to change name huh?
I seriously think I'm those which cannot be distracted.
Once distracted the ball go into drain.
LOLS. Not bad,3th in place. hehes.
Took bus home. 1pm or so reach home
Tired!!! Had fun also. LOLS


Got pictures but im lazy to upload. Next time hor. LOLS.

Im off to genting soon.=))
Love and misses all.

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How does it feel when u realli miss someone and you can't tell?







Missed lots of ppl recently.
Miss N184
Miss Him
Miss Yillin







School started le, oh my.....
ahahhahs, feel like slping everyday in class. LOLS.
Waiting to go for genting next next wk. Yeahhhhhh. LOLS.
Waiting for the date this sun wid Yillin.
Looking forward for alot of things!!
I really want a new change in alot of things.
Felt like i'm stuck at this spot for super super long lor.

Nowadays i think i always realise things.
People tend to push blame to others in order to get themselves out of the troubles they have make.
Coming out with excuses to cover up the mistakes by no means hurting innocence parties.
Why can't people just be truthful and own up their own mistakes?
my daddy is really nice to me =)) Thanks.
I just love my new room.
2008 is over and how many of the goals that i had set has come to past?
I think Iseriously need to have the stamina to keep on keeping on.

HIM: Pls give me the strength to carry on. Giving me the peace to slp properly =)

Tagges replied due to Evelyn and sin yee complaining say i do not reply taggs. so here they are

ENEN: ahahs, icic. =DDD
Evelyn: Halos!!! =DDDDD
BRENDA: =)))
Trevor: Hahas, cry? I thought you are very happy?
EN: yeah, lets JIAYOU and i tagged le. link u soon.
Evelyn: I love you too! yeah =DDDD Let's JY JY
Audrey: What i lamer? I can walk lei. ahahs!!
Sin yee: yeah, i will =DDD and i am doing what i promised. so u ar, must do it ar.
Evelyn: yeah, u too! reach out for your goals. don be limited by your own faith in yourself =DD
i am believing in you. =DDDDDDDD

I believe in something strongly now, which is:
DO UPON OTHERS WHAT U WANT OTHERS TO DO UPON YOU. =DDDD

I realised something, i learn things through the HARD WAY.
I don't know why i am this kind of person.
Although it HURTS but i learnt it.
I have FINALLY learned my lesson NOT TO ANYHOW TRUST PPL!
THANKS to someone BETRAYER. AROUND OF APPLAUSE, vivian chow qian ting finally learned it. ahahs. I am looking forward to holiday especially on JAN.
Don't ask me why but i am looking forward.
People around aren't that nice which i thought they are.
Of course i am not refering to some of you.
I realise being with some of you i really can be myself.
Haiz, how hard it is . To be with people without common GOALS.
hmmmmms. PPL are not prefect, and i am not either.
Things are better left unsaid ar, especially with ppl u don't know well enough. ahahs!

P/s: I have not given up on you girl, and you pls don not give up on yourself.

Dedicated Post to BELOVED N184.
I love you guys! LOTS, afterall we fought for so long when some gave up.
Im so PROUD PROUD PROUD of u GUYS! Every single of you.
Some might not be wid jon le. But nevertheless, we are still one family. =DD
Need my help or need my entertainment of jokes call me. okays. HAHAS.
Don't forget our promise hor,EILEEN,EVELYN,WILBER,QUAN,SINYEE.
Some of u might nt be dere. So don't know what im talking. LOLS. Update u guys again.
No matter where we go rmb to carry jon's DNA hor.
Lets really use it as a chance to GROW more.
Let arise and grow more mature.
LOVE LOVE LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE.
Memories are something others can't take away from all of us!
You all are in my heart, a special place where no one can ever replace that place.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

For so long...
Was veri busy i can say. HHAHAS!!!
Busying with shifting house. I quite like my new hs.
Cause just a lesser than 5mins i can get down to
SHOPS! yeah. ahhas.
I can like go down 4-5times a days.
HAHAs. My neighbour also i guess.
See them open and close down like do not how mani times also.
Cant do anything at there. Cause still waiting for people to paint hs.
Seriously saying i am thinking alot these few days.
From friends from the past to now, classmates,the cell grp. Outside friends.
Ppl do change i agree but i don really like the period when adapting.
Im trying very hard to get into the grp in class.
But its like veri veri tiring. U guys are very fun. But i do not know what is stopping seriously saying.

To whoever it concern. i can just say that i am fine. Seriously fine, between me and you i think .
Things are better to left unsaid..........

hahas! i so long nv update. Got any miss me?

im so so so sorry about it. As i'm sick!

Do pray for me!!!! Hehes.

Im gg to genting during NOV!

SO EXCITIED. know why? cause i love malaysia! hehes.



last last sat, roxanne's birthdae. 1pic to say all.

Let go

还记得以前，当你还小的时候。

你如何大哭大闹？只是为了要你想要的东西？

为了不与快乐的事？

为了饿？

为了上厕所？

为了要引起父母的焦点？

还记得以前，当你还小的时候。
你如何因为一些小事而高兴？

因为有水玩？
因为有你要的玩具？
因为有你要的卡通？


现在的我/我们以经不会为这些小事而高兴/伤心。
可以教我如何放开心中不开心的事/伤心。
像小孩一般哭闹。
像小孩一般开怀大笑。
教我如何好不好？
憋在心里真的好难受。


The next half i going to blog about something very interesting i learn in church this weekend. Its a story, shall tell u all what i rmb.
Its veri meaningful. There was a Father and a Son went to the beach.
The Son start to pick up shells on the seashore.Some are fregmented.
As they have being washed to and fore from the seashore.
And they start to walk and walk.
The son just simply Pick up the shells and collect and collect.
Suddenly the father saw something very interesting in sight.
It was a starfish at somewhere far but still in sight.
The Son was very excitied when the father told him.
So the Boy just ran towards the starfish which is still in the water.
Then the Father observed him.
Going into the water bending down.
Then retreated back.
The father said: "Go Boy, what are you waiting for?"
So The Boy went back to the water again.
And retreated back again.
The father was curious and asked again the same qns.
Then the son pick up his courage and went ahead again.
And he retreated back again.
This time the father was very curious and angry.
And went toward the boy and asked him why did he retreated.
He showed his father his hand.














The boy's hand was full of this shell and thus cannot go and reach for the starfish. Its like in our life. we have things which we think are Good and we just keep in our fist, scared to lose it. The things in our hands might be Good but might not be the BEST! So at times if need to let Go and Throw something aside, if need be just do it!




Vivian i know you can alright. I know u
can be a strong girl! Somethings if need to let Go just let go. Or not we might miss the best/better ones. Need to be learn the boy in this pic. Throw it away!! I know after this period of time, u can be stronger! Hang on!

Holis are gg to end. sob sob. LOLS

Realli had a nice chat wid joanne last sun.

Chatted like nobody's business at MOS burger.

hahas!! think the crew thot we are mad.

Chatted from 1plus till 5plus.

Chatted from the sun to the moon, guys to girls,handsome guys to pretty girls,studies to work, friends to siblings. Then i rush to my uncle's open hs.

im nt feeling that well this few days.

keep gg to the toilet. mus be ate smt wrong at the open hs.

Lastly, wanna sae

我终于，认识了你！好高兴！！ 哈哈！！

希望这不是一个错误的开始。。。

last of the last, and let me intro u my new best friend!

yeah pooh,always dere for me. muhahahs. talking to me when im down. etc.

tryin to be lame. hehes. if it can talk i think i will freak out! heheehehs =xx

Money not enough screening!
went on last sun, watch it twice.
Not bad, quite funni and sad.
以下是由我拍的，有梁智强，辉哥，vivian 赖, and more i don rmb their names =xx

p/s: Mummie and daddie, i love you! thanks for all, best dad and mum a child can ask.
Giving ur all to let me have my best. i will do my best alright, to give u my all for ur best too! =))

这几天都在看“命中注定我爱你”很好看也很感人。
但对我而言只是梦画般，不可能成为现实。
和一位朋友讲，我觉得我不可能有向戏里那样对我的男生。
因为我不像那个女孩一样好的个性。
我朋友而讲可能我是不像她一样，依靠别人，我比较独立。
而我不是不要依靠别人，是没有对的人可依靠。
往往想要有可人可依靠，但是终被一些事，让我无法对身边的人掌开心怀。
就算是朋友也一样。
所以如果我有和你讲我在想的事。
那代表了我很信任你。
身活中朋友来来又离去。
连好朋友也不时必然是永远的在身边。
伤害必然也存在。
不要以为我为人看起来笑喜喜的，所以我不在意。
可是我起是比任何人更容易受伤。。。。
比任何人更容易掉眼泪。。。
比任何人更容易伤心。。。
比任何人更需要朋友的了解和管怀。。。

You Scored a 95% which means you are a ....

You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.

What kind of lover are you
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Done this test when i saw the link in novy's blog

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

My mum birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
The bottom pics are the dishes i cook for her!
HAHAS. its edible lah. ahahs.
AND nice!!
Then got one of the pics is chris chalet de.
And one of the pic is took today.
We celebrate sin yee's bdae.
And the card is i done for her de. nice right. lol

Yox, i am back to blog. Hahas.
Thank God for the strength!!
Wasn't feeling great. Felt sick. Not physically but emotionally.
Thanks for Dap who hear me out this few days. THANKS =))
Yst, Learn alot of things yst and i realise the small segments i take is also very impt.
So i must learn how to be EXCITIED!! To build up the atmosphere and to help Johnson.
God, I wann to learn so much more. So much so much. And to do more for you.
I wann to rise up! i wann to go to another level!
I know to rise up there will be alot of changes, im willing to learn but i need more time!!
I wann to be someone YOU want me to be!
I know its hard but God YOU got to give me strength.
I know i can do it cause i have YOU beside me!
Teach me how to be more and more like YOU.
I Lift my broken heart to You, mend it and teach me how to be stronger.
VIVIAN JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

Done this test just now. Saw it from michs blog. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

1) What are you most disappointed about?
Lots. hahas. But the most impt thing is know how to stand up strong after that.

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Can i request for a world tour?

3) What is your favorite thing to do?
His presence =))

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
To a cetain extend.

5) If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I have alot =))
Like parents to be saved
Be a millionaire, trillion, zillion. and lalala.
Friends ard me to have their dreams come true too.

6) Do you think you can survive without money?
I can. But can my parents have money? so i can take from them? =xx

7) Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar, flute,recorder.

8) If you win $1 million, what will you do?
hahas. firstly i will smile and thank God till mad. LOLS
secondly)Bring my parents ard the world.
thirdly)Tithe and save up the rest.

9) What do you think of yourself?
Encourager.
A person who seems hard-hearted but which soft-hearted.
Tends to think deep deep deep... LOLS
Easy contented

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Evelyn ar. Erm.
cheerful, fun to be with and of coz i have confidence that she will grow more in the Lord.

11) What makes me happy?
ALOT =))


12) What type of person you hate most?
hahas, depend. Don't hate but most likely is dislike nia.

13) Where do you see yourself ten years down the road?
Have a Degree or more.
Leading cell groups.
Dating??
Open my own shoes empire!

14) If you have a superpower, what will it be?
Slimming down weapon. I can eat non and not any gain weight. Plus i do not need to exercise to keep myself healthy and in shape.(evelyn's) but same as mine too.

15) What do think is the most important thing in your life.
God, parents, cgm

16) If its the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
That i will see my love ones in heaven when i open my eyes.

17) If you have a chance to choose , will you want to go back in time?
yeps. So that i can spend more time with my granny.

18) If you could meet one celebrity and be friends with him/her, who would it be?
Sun Ho :)
19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her?
Not courageous anymore. ahahs. Even no courage to think abt dating someone in future.

20) What do you think about blogging?
Its a place to think and leave time to reflect and leave memories down =))

shall not tagg anyone. =))

Haahas. He is really amazing.Always Always. w/o I say He knows. HAHAS.

LOLS. Life is great so far. =))

Bought a book at attributes.

DEVLOPING THE LEADER IN YOU.

so far read 1 chp le.
shall share with you a sentence =))
success is the realization of a predetermined goal.

This is a post my friend email me. Find it quite meaningful.
This post is purely for friend's and family only.
NTH more than that.
Do not anyhow think! ahahs.

~~~不要错过爱你的人~~~
希望你看到这个帖子的时候一切还没有晚，幸福不会时时等着你，爱你的人不是随时可以出现，请你学会珍惜。 　　
看到一个深爱着你的人为你而改变，因为爱你，他收起他的顽固脾气；因为爱你，他把你的兴趣也变成是他的兴趣。 　　
喜欢一个人是没有原因的，他无悔的付出，都认为是值得的，只要能和相爱的人在一起。 　　其实我们的身边都有一些这样的人，只是我们还没发现，最懂你的人，总是会一直的在你身边守护你，不让你有一丝的委屈；真正爱你的人，不会说许多爱你的话，却会做许多爱你的事。
如果你身边有这样的人的话，请你好好珍惜....
常因为你的小体贴而感动，如果你一直对我好，我可能就会喜欢你，喜欢你的我，会毫不保留的付出，天真的认为有天你就会懂。 　　
女生的心很容易受伤，所以我不轻易说出口，假如期望落空了，伤心难过很不好受，总希望你先说，如果你也犹豫不决，或许我们就这样错过，再来后悔为何当初不说。
摘不到的星星，总是最闪亮的，溜掉的小鱼，总是最美丽的。
错过的电影，总是最好看的，失去的情人，总是最懂我的。
这世界上，每一个人都有个想要寻找的人，这个人，错过了，就再也找不回来。 　　
如果爱上，就不要轻易放过机会。
莽撞，可能使你后悔一阵子；怯懦，却可能使你一辈子后悔。
没有经历过爱情的人生是不完整的，没有经历过痛苦的爱情是不深刻的。
爱情使人生丰富，痛苦使爱情升华。 　　
多少个早知道已经来不及！ 　　
早知道 　　
你过的不好，我不会轻易让你离开 　　
早知道 　　
我爱你，必须常挂在嘴边，我不会吝啬说出它 　　
早知道 　
喜欢你，必须过马路时拉着你的手，我不会介意伸出手来 　　
早知道 　　
我爱你，必须在吵架时依然讨你欢心，即使错在你，我可以颠倒是非 　　
早知道 　　我爱你，爱与被爱，我不会选择，５０％我爱你，５０％你爱我，会选择７０％%我爱你，３０％你爱我，因为爱你多一点，你会倍感幸福 　　
早知道 　　
我爱你，是一种支持，我不会在你节食时说你无聊（因为你已够苗条美丽） 　　
早知道 　　
你离开后不是一种幸福，我不会成全你和他 　　
早知道 　　
上天安排你离开是一种错误，我不会让祂得逞 　　早知道 　　似曾相识，我会趋前问清 　　早知道.... 　　早知道.... 　　早知道.... 　　
多少个早知道，都在你离去后跟着出来，可是，再多的早知道都已经没用，都唤不回了.. 　　「幸福」是一颗梦想的种子，需要用「生命的热情」去灌溉；「幸福」不是靠别人给的，而是要认真抓住、用心选择。 　　
当还能拥有时，好好珍惜吧！ 　　
爱情如此，友情如此，亲情更是如此！ 　　
那最关心你的人，别只是永远被你排诸于外，当失去了，流泪又能做什么？
爱的礼物既不能拿价格的多少来比算爱情强度的高低，它很可能是些不值钱的小小东西，或许是一片小小的枫叶，蕴含着柔情万千；或许是一颗小小的红豆，代表着相思无限。 　　
愿大家都能珍惜身边的的幸福，就算目前是一个人，至少也好好去感受大家所传送的幸福原动力，只要快快乐乐，那未尝不是一种自在的幸福！

TIRING TIRING

This week has being a tiring one. =)
screw up games on sun! argh. nvm i will do BETTER next round.
like the word on sun.
Close friend is by choice. casual friend is by circumstances.=)
Sat sermon is abt man hood. Brothers its time to grow up!!
ahhas. Took alot of pics on sat.
if u cant stand it pls press the cross on top =p

I changed my blogskin! =))
hahas, had a long week. ahhas.
waiting for holiday! but it is still long. hahs
This week i learn alot of things.

1) 珍惜身傍的人与事，因为是情不一定是理所旦然。
2）身命有很多很多意想不到的人与事
3）成长是近步所需要的

好久没有Update blog.

时间过的很快，假期要完了。

又要开学了。 但是也说年底的假期也要来了。

好！有很多很多的感触,但是不知道要如何说起。

天父,请你把平静赐下.
把您的平静放进我的心.
赐我力量面对所有的问题.
请你改变我! 因为我觉得我不时一个好朋友.

went to all saints home on monday.
during the rehersal i realli cannot do it.
and i wasn't feeling well. some more i got sore throat.
and now it is very serious. even eat things also pain. hmm.
but the overall thing is great. The real performance i jus give my all. =)
and i think everyone who performanced is very good.
I like to do meaningful things =))
I promise to sing again if i go Old folks Home again!!
ahahs. cause chris sae a old man cried when me and evelyn sing.
Photos will be updated later =)
and pls pray for me. If im not getting better i might go for operation during holis.
as it is very irritating to have fever and sore throat now and then.

okays mich. im updating now!!
LOLS =)
Had a fruitful day yesterday. went to all saints home yst.
And i sang. yes i sang. ahahs! i choo ka liao! put away all my fear alright. ahahs.
throw face den throw lor. The elderly happy jiu hao =)). Chris sae got one elder cried when hear me and evelyn sing. ahahs. So happy =) that i made a difference.
and finalli conquered my fear. Hahahs. so i decided next time got go elderly Home i am going to perform again. ahhas. I love the elderly cause they make mii think of someone who i had missed long and never going to be back by my side again. treasure all the elderly ppl =)

Had alot of thoughts.
stranger can become friends
stranger can become best friend
stranger can become lover
stranger can become enermy
friend can become best friend
friend can become lover
friend can become enermy
friend can become stranger
best friend can become love
best friend can become friend
best friend can become enermy
best friend can become stranger
Lover can become friend
Lover can become best friend
Lover can become stranger
Lover can become enermy

super long long thought. cause know alot of friends who is in a relationship and i sort of "afraid" of it. ahhas.

Some passed photos.=))

All that i could say is that.
im tired. tired of school.
tired of learning to adapt to ppl i don like.
and the person realli brings mii alot of prob.
and i can sae is life is unfair isn't it.
All we had to do is to adapt to it,
and im doing my very best to do so.
started from a guy now to a lady.
the lady i noe you don mean it.
But im hurt, i left is definetly not to make you feel guilty
Is just that i am tryin to hold bck tears.
And i don wann crying infront of ppl i don realli noe.
i noe euu felt bad and i felt bad too.
cause you are not the ultimate reason.
i noe there are ppl who take sides.
Can you all grow up anot ar? and stp making ppl's life diffcult.
don forget the toes euu stp todae might be the ass euu gg to kiss tml.
life is a cycle ppl.
but i noe He will be my judge. =)

it is quite long sinces i update.
wai teng: im moving to 264 dere =))
ahahs. LOLS. sch had started and im veri tired. got quite alot of stuff to do.
like the RJ and evaluation. slp at 9plus. was veri tired. so slept early.
yeah counting down to my birthdae. YEAH! lols
jus a simple and short post todae.

Now in school.
so far school is not bad. enjoyed myself so far.
made quite a few friends. and the teams im in so far i like them =)
and the faciliator todae is diff. ahhas!
ahahs. im shifting house in SEP!
finalli, LOLs
countdowning to my Birthdae! want something different this yr.
yeahs. im tired.
but i don need a break. pls bear wid mii.
im changing. =)

todae is my first dae of sch!
ahahs, class is still quite alright.
but got one guy look like bevan. ahhas
lots of things i left it unsaid, unjustify.
smtime i jus cant understand why.

Your Brain is 80% Female, 20% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

jus wann sae, i finalli ming bai friends do come and go.
but i nv expect that it was you,
we are so close during O levels yet now.
hmmms. donnoe wad to sae.
ask you out, you are always so busy.
but euu are free to go out wid her.
ask if u were free to go for a drink, euu are that busy?
wann find someone to talk that dae so thot of askin euu out,
but euu sae euu busy, fine.
i asked euu after ur thingy euu sae euu tell mii again.
haish forget it baah,
ask euu wann catch a movie euu sae euu cant rush this and that
in the end euu watched wid her.
i don mind watching other movie.
i don mind the time.
friendship are so weak?

i enjoyed sat's svc and cgm. and it realli encouraged mii tons tons.
i thiink smt we don realli go together with johnson's vision
its time for us to wake up! N184 can we realli buck up this year?
the cg is growing in terms of unity, spiritually etc.
but i believe we can do even more.
i realli wann see more ppl rising up! rise up rise up!
and i also need to rise up more! more more!
ahahas.

i was asked by my dear member evelyn to do this
7 weird or random things abt mii
okay bah im veri sporty de.

1. i like to sleep with a blanket over my head(not much ppl noe)
2. i like to sleep with a small pillow over mii too den follow by no. 1
3. i don eat otah(sensitive to it)
4.i like PURPLE colour
5.i treat ppl how they treat mii
6.i like to laugh(as it is good for one)
7.i sing aloud at home


ahahs, k bah. im done. =)) ahahs. LOLS.

work time =))

piles and piles of work!

having fun together on 249=))

cat and vian

am i a good photographer?

wanyi's fav pharse: rock on!

my collections

yea my 1 dollar and 50cents coin( 1mth or so ago) now shld be more

my collections and my piggy bank