life was as usual this week,
had fun in office =))
went to my grandpa hs todae.
enjoyed such gathering,i thiink its good!
ahahs! im veri nervous goin to get results soon.
jus got a feelin im goin to cry, i hope its tear of joy!
yst went fellowship wid cgm at T3, it is veri big, nice.
den went home, instead mii and minghui went coffeeship,
fellowship den went home.
chatted alot,missed those supper we had =))
i missed alot of ppl, alot of time, alot of stuff.

for this yr, settled my goals liao.
and im goin to focus on them, and acheive them.
it is realli time for mii to fufill smt that i realli wann

indeed yr msg did hurt mii,
wasnt realli myself yst.
not becuz im emo, but i asked myself and asked God
how was he feelin when seeing the situation like that.
and i jus felt so burden, so heavy hearted.
veri sad, disappointed, yet still awaiting for ur return
that was His feeling, on my way to expo,
on 969 looked at the sky lots of time,
askin God was that how He felt at that moment.
and yes, it was.
cried on the bus, but looked strong infront of the rest.
im upsad not realli becuzx euu didnt fufill ur promise
partly becuzx of how God felt,
next is i keep having flash bck of how close we were
during our 'O's
hw we lend support to one another,
how euu stood by mii giving mii the encouragement my members
couldn giving and wouldnt noe that i need,
tellin mii nt to give up,
and i hold on to God and our friendship.
yet now, i couldnt give euu the support and encouragement
euu need, issit that i ddint do enough?
or am i simply did it wrongly?
maybe i shld have realise ur prob long ago.
i shldn have jus thiink my strength is enough to support euum
our friendship def. is affected, not that it is build on church,
but somehw it is the emotions, the thoughts, the destiny, the destination differences
and the purposes we are living for.
wad i sae todae and yst wasnt meant to pressurised euu, if euu thiink i had.
im sorry. wad i sae is becuz i don realli wann lose a friend like euu.
can euu understand how im feeling now?
im not blaming euu, im not forcing euu, i can give euu time
but how long euu need? 1dae,1mth,1yr,1decade or 1 lifetime?
i can wait but ask urself, do euu have the courage to come bck by than?

yeah! im bck again to post!
hahas, enjoyed work so far!
though dere are bored times but wid mii still fun de lar
ahahs, joked wid dem as usual! LOLS....
den got 1 new girl come.
mii and cat was guessing her age and finallio
im correct!! ahah...
chatted wid her on my way bck to inter
understand alot of stuff,
she realli enlighten mii in some stuff! ahahs!
but heard from cat she went to hr to work todae...
and she sae got a new guy come to work,
she sae not shuai, gonna see it for myself on mon!
didnt went work todae, as im not feelin well.
plus im tired tired tired tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i now realli treasure ssch! ahahs
den yst meet wanyi and went for dinner at swensen.
called baked marco,spag,cheeese dip.
and also wid our drinks
i guessed correctly wad she is goin to order!
thats what best friend means alright
ahahs! WANYI! JAN END IS MY TURN!
enjoy ur trip, don forget mii hor! aahahs

to someone! : after dat dae i sae so much, euu still wann give up?
was euu promise mii? wad euu sae euu will do?
wad abt euu sae de euu wont give uP?
if euu realli give up, its not hiim who is veri disappointed in euu,
it mi, i will be the most disappointed one.
after seeing one friend gone and bck don tell mii,
euu wann to be the next?
come on! come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
after goin so far euu goin to stp?!